There are moments in life when every single one of us can consider himself as a foolish, idealistic and blind human being.
Two days ago I had a dream. This dream totally reassure me of my own foolishness.
It is a matter of teen-aged naive girls to fall in love with a musician they not only know personally but it is more than likely that he will never recognize them.
It is that blind madness together with hopeless hopes and nights of lying while staring at an empty ceiling... Your thoughts run like hell. You ask in your head so many questions beginning with a huge -WHAT IF?-.
However. Since I know how strong is my mind and intuition... I simply cannot give up.
Two years of dreaming of those sharp teeth of my little vampire. Thoughtless walks... listening just and only to his deep voice. Staring again and again at pictures of his smile.
As I said. Foolishness.
But what can I do with my conviction while knowing how much was I so many times right?
And I do believe we belong together.
I got one of my best friends and soulmates ever just because I believed in this possible frienship. For how many years we had known each other until she accepted me? And now she put me among frostdeers and shares with me her own foolish existence.
And it was me who felt we somehow belong together.
And it was not the only case.
So why shouldn't I be right again?
Few times in my damn life I felt alive and in love. But nothing lasted for two years in such an intense shape.
I may be naive. A naive desperate child.
But passionate.
And scared.
And hoping.
Why the hell do my feelings behave like a monster creature living on a roller coaster?
13 Aug 2011
25 Jul 2011
Epic Swedish Mornings
Well. In September I'll enter my college studies... what more - college studies including swimming lessons as the basis of PE in the first semester.
And, having holidays in the wilderness, I consider this as the very best time to work out one proper body!
So I started getting up earlier and walk with the Nordic walking poles regularly. As I realized, it isn't only an excersize that should make your muscles stronger, but a kind of strange relaxation as well.
Combine it with a great of piece of music and you get a great experience. Listening to a touching voice. Breathing the fresh early morning air. Everything becomes strangely calm around you...
19 Jul 2011
A Day Off With HP!
Since everyone is talking about the new Harry Potter movie and I don't have any cinema nearby... BUT a day off and a very strong feeling I need some kind of relax with a story I have always loved, I've decided to watch the whole Harry Potter saga until the first part of Harry Potter And the Deathly Hallows.
So I made myself a cup of coffee (well, there might be more of them :D) and plunge into a world of witches and wizards and all those magical creatures.
Cannot wait for the moment I'll see the last movie on a huge screen in 3D! ^^
So I made myself a cup of coffee (well, there might be more of them :D) and plunge into a world of witches and wizards and all those magical creatures.
Cannot wait for the moment I'll see the last movie on a huge screen in 3D! ^^
14 Jul 2011
Another Wolf
Another wolf puppy just came for a short visit. For one night on his journey through Scandinavia - just a short swedish stop on his life change from Finnish to Norwegian.
Doesn't he look like a real wolf?
Doesn't he look like a real wolf?
A Glass Of Wine? At Your Service!
If you are - as I proudly am - a fan of wine, no matter which colour you take. And if you put few drops of black sense of humour into an interest in history.....
Here you are! ;D
Highly recomended for your summer trips south to the Italy because that is where you can find them.
Stalin and Lenin available as well! xD
Cheers!!
Here you are! ;D
Highly recomended for your summer trips south to the Italy because that is where you can find them.
Stalin and Lenin available as well! xD
Cheers!!
10 Jul 2011
Whiskies Explore The Whole Wide World :-)
Puppies from the Whisky litter went for a walk to the forest ....for the very first time!
Click for more!
Click for more!
Photos by Jáchym
The Journey
When I succesfully survived one terrible flight sitting next to quite cool drunk Spanish guy, in stormy weather, huge turbulences and wind which had blown us off the runway, better flights where about to come ;-)
8 Jul 2011
A Very Potter Musical
The first thing I could highly recomended is A Very Potter Musical - a two act musical parody of the Harry Potter series' specialities performed by a group of Michigan University students who call themselves the Team StarKid.
The cast is tooootaly awesome :D It's fun and if you really know the whole Harry Potter story there is pretty much of you can read between the lines.
And by the way Joe Walker, who starred the role of Lord Voldemort, is one of the most handsome guys I've ever seen ;D
The cast is tooootaly awesome :D It's fun and if you really know the whole Harry Potter story there is pretty much of you can read between the lines.
And by the way Joe Walker, who starred the role of Lord Voldemort, is one of the most handsome guys I've ever seen ;D
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Go North
I am spending my second summer among wolves in the north of Sweden. Well, not among wild wolves themselves - oh, one neven knows - but I spend my time working at siberian husky kennels with a pack of great sled dogs.
The idea is to bring you some of the experience I get living at the end of the world with only two other people, three cats and more then fifty siberian huskies.
Hope you'll like it!
The idea is to bring you some of the experience I get living at the end of the world with only two other people, three cats and more then fifty siberian huskies.
Hope you'll like it!
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Brand New Beginning
Well well,
since I promised - not only myself - to finally start publishing regularly, I've set up some new sections and I'll do my best to keep this place alive.
Enjoy :-)
since I promised - not only myself - to finally start publishing regularly, I've set up some new sections and I'll do my best to keep this place alive.
Enjoy :-)
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Location:
Vedjeön, Strömsund Municipality, Sweden
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