Creepy Morn

For today's morning I changed my plans.
When I saw the perfect spooky light outside, lying fog on a morning dew, autumn yellow birch....

I just took my camera instead of poles and went on a nearby island.

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Woof!

As I promised the story continues - my little creations which are meant as birthday gifts for my actual employers and friends Katka and Jáchym.
Both siberian huskies from our kennel. Here we go.

NorthWapiti's Captain Canuck for Katka:

and Flying Comet Kipp d' Amundsen for Jáchym:

A Daysleeper?

Strange days...
There is a creature that refuses to leave my head.
The creature is welcome.
And would be more welcome by my side while falling asleep.
I know I know.
Unrealistic.

Certain circumstances have forced me to take a pencil and draw.
Strange days...
It's been more than 3 years I didn't draw a thing.
I feel new possibilities. New ways.
This story is to be continued. In few days I will share the products of what I did not forget.
At least I hope.

And some people will always make me sad and upset.
Strange days...
Those days when you lose your reacquired hopes. Ancestors. Eh.

And that's why I keep this creature in my head and don't let him go away.
Strange days...

Just A Month....

One month to go...!

An ultimate challenge of my mind, charm and self-confidence :D
Well. We'll see which fairy or beast is hidden under my skin.

How brave it is. And what it is able to do to seize the one and only opportunity.
Hell yeah!!

So Very True...

Inspirational.
I can be satisfied with myself - surprisingly I feel I have been recently able to follow.

And I feel so much better. Happier. More self-confident.
Alive.

A Fool Speaking

There are moments in life when every single one of us can consider himself as a foolish, idealistic and blind human being.
Two days ago I had a dream. This dream totally reassure me of my own foolishness.

It is a matter of teen-aged naive girls to fall in love with a musician they not only know personally but it is more than likely that he will never recognize them.
It is that blind madness together with hopeless hopes and nights of lying while staring at an empty ceiling... Your thoughts run like hell. You ask in your head so many questions beginning with a huge -WHAT IF?-.

However. Since I know how strong is my mind and intuition... I simply cannot give up.
Two years of dreaming of those sharp teeth of my little vampire. Thoughtless walks... listening just and only to his deep voice. Staring again and again at pictures of his smile.
As I said. Foolishness.

But what can I do with my conviction while knowing how much was I so many times right?
And I do believe we belong together.
I got one of my best friends and soulmates ever just because I believed in this possible frienship. For how many years we had known each other until she accepted me? And now she put me among frostdeers and shares with me her own foolish existence.
And it was me who felt we somehow belong together.
And it was not the only case.
So why shouldn't I be right again?

Few times in my damn life I felt alive and in love. But nothing lasted for two years in such an intense shape.
I may be naive. A naive desperate child.
But passionate.
And scared.
And hoping.
Why the hell do my feelings behave like a monster creature living on a roller coaster?