The Closest

Time to bring this place back to life.

One important thought.

In life of every single one of us there is something which causes problems. In my life it is and it has always been men who were slowly destroying my hinterland and my self-confidence.
Dishonest friends, frustrated bad lovers or fathers who have never known how to behave to their doughter...

That is why I am so proud I can highlight two men who are the greatest friends you can imagine. Who know this perfect ballance between sincerity, unyieldingness, gentleness and joy. With great sence of humour and rare ability not to take themselves too seriously.

These two guys are pushing me forwards. Two absolutely different creatures. However still have some things in common. They don't let me be satisfied with level I hang on, with things I have already done. They make me improve myself and they are also able to prove me I can do it. That I am that good I can reach my target.

Although you will never read these lines. I still thank you, you are here.

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By the Phantoms Of Barracks

I set up this blog mainly to present my thoughts and ideas which are by the way pretty depressed and pesimistic nowadays.

With my extreme character and kind of extreme opinions, for most of people I am nothing but stranger. On the other hand I feel and live as a team player. Hard time for someone who miss her team.

Although I've lately thought times have been changing, I am still without someone I can fully trust, without anyone I can love and for noone I am the one to love.
My life is unfortunately one big roller coaster with huge ups and downs.

It might be two days spent in the heart of stronghold which used to be a nazi concentration camp brought those thoughts to my head. Or bad news I've heard.

With my beloved Swedish tones I change my depresive thoughts to some creative action.
Looking forward Saturday.

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Introduction

I don't create a "nothern blog" but still a blog inspired by a stay in nothern wilderness.
Välkomen!

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